Sophrosyne

Orotund----> A round, full speech.

I just had a talk with one of my best friends that knew a long time ago. She left for SAM this year and I did AUSMAT. One thing that my friend noticed is that I have serious problems.

I am here to confirm with everyone who is concerned that I HAVE NO PROBLEMS. At all. In fact, apart from my parents' nagging me to study, my life is PERFECT. I don't need a girlfriend, I have wonderful friends, I can name the best 10 at the tip of my tongue. The thing is that it's too perfect to be true. I believe in Murphy's Law : Anything that can go wrong WILL go wrong. I'm a strong believer of that, and I'm just anticipating the worst. I'm also making a big deal of my problems because I have run out of things to think about. I'm also exaggerating my crushes, don't worry, they're real, I'm just making a big deal out of them. Just to satisfy my emotions. I feel like a jerk, bit to everyone I know, but to myself. It's like I'm so selfish that I don't believe and accept what's in front of my eyes. Looking at my good friend that has a good life, a good time and shopping almost everyday, I don't feel jealous. In fact, I'm slapping myself on the head for not being able to accept my current life. It's perfect, I have so much free time to think and psycho myself.

But what do I do now.