Nowadays, most of what's been going through my mind is hurt. Pinch even, you may call it, no amount of "I'm okay"s can really mask the fact that I've been delaying the pain for a while now, and as reality sets in, I'm tripping for the wrong reasons, I'm being productive on and off...
Priorities seem to be an issue for me nowadays. For the past few years I've been putting a lot of things ahead of myself, and now that I finally get the chance, I still don't think I'm giving myself a lot of time. Perhaps I need some time to isolate myself from the world (not like I haven't already) and just not see anyone, and just start living. Just me, going somewhere I like, running my own life without anyone to meet or anyone to be obligated to, just improving and fixing myself...
Perhaps this mid-year break will be a lonely, and enlightening one. =)
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