Alone again…

After being surrounded by friends for so long, it’s good to be alone again. You appreciate the little things you do that no one else really would take time to appreciate; You like your music more, you like being productive more, you end up redefining yourself, and ultimately improve yourself after all that’s happened.

I recently cooked  a dinner for 3. Simple dinner really, just pork and beef fillets served with fried mushrooms and couscous on the side. It was actually my first ever dinner made for someone else, it’s a shame that I still managed to slightly undercook the pork chop, I really have to take lessons from mom again… I’m considering experimenting with cooking more often, it’s a shame that now in summer I’ve lost half my appetite… Eating less and less now, some days I just don’t feel like having lunch  or dinner, and I can tell you it’s not due to playing games online… Summer here is 37 degrees, all you wanna do is sleep and sleep….

On the subject of relationships (I’ll make this as brief as possible), I’ve recently come across a debate as to whether there is an actual “soulmate” out there for you, whether a higher deity made a certain someone to “couple up” with you because the two of you would match perfectly. The argument against, which is getting increasingly popular nowadays,  is that virtually any two people can have a happily ever after ending if they do the right things… It’s become an increasingly practical, and yet ideal for the divorce trigger-happy people in society. However, I still see a weakness in this idea, in the sense that it’s the blame game all over again, really… IMO, Although I’m not really into relationships at the moment, I feel that slight chill when couples are near me and I don’t really have anyone to hug and feel warm.. But that’s not the point. Life’s too interesting at the moment.

I recently came across a guy who is aware of the fact that he likes stating the obvious. Initially I found this annoying coz the media had actually painted that picture (see Big Bang Theory), but when you think about it again, it’s actually a very entertaining trait. Not that I’m planning to try and pick it up, it’s just fascinating to realise that people can be interesting that way. It’s too bad he gets bullied quite a lot though.

Anyway that’s all the pennies I have for now, been playing games a little too much, gotta gait myself for the final paper on the 19th.

Cya.

Lemme see whether i can get this right. Hippoppotomonstrosesquipedaliophobia.

I think I missed a letter.