Tutelage

I have not posted since October. I recall last saying that I had a million things on my mind. Thanks to Facebook, it's down to half a million. Thanks to mom its down to a quarter of a million. Thanks to whatever friends I have made along the way, it's down to a few.

I do not intend to shut this blog down. I know people have given up on reading it anyway.

But as a new chapter begins in my life (I've graduated woohoo) there is this feeling that I am yet to be complete, that nagging feeling of telling your mom/roommate/partner "5 MORE MINUTES DAMMIT" before you wake up.

I'll miss a lot of things. But I've lost the emotion to say it. I've lost the incentive, the alcohol, the drive, foolishness. The rashness. The innocence. The passion. The you.

And what's left of me is gonna take a while to open. I'll miss it too. Where are you?

Will update tonight. It'll be like an old catch up session with myself.